I've never been able to decide if I have an actual eating disorder or if its all part of the irritable bowel package. Part of the problem is that I don't think I actually binge, so it doesn't really sound like bulimia, but this describes my situation better - frighteningly so -because, as I said earlier, I don't binge, I tend to feel full after what looks to me like a reasonable amount of food, and the purging part is comforting and feels like a reasonable physiological response to the signals my body is sending my brain. And I don't look on it as a problem, although I do notice that these needs arise when I'm under more stress. Isn't it frightening that throwing up is comforting to me?
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